A Story about Emotional Abuse

I  fell in love with you because you were smart, funny, definitely have good looks, and you put up with me. I realised that I risked a lot for you because I wanted to feel needed, supported, and loved. Your flaws were not wrong to me, that's what made you human. There wasn't a day that went by when I didn't think about you, love you, want you, and needed to hear your voice. Didn't you realise that I would support you in everything, even at the risk of my own values? This could be my last message. You were amazing for me, and I loved you so much, but i lost myself by loving you, the insecurities and overthinking ruined me. This was my fault. I accept that. But it was your actions which made me feel like this. I struggled with happiness, because you always did and wanted things your way. I was never a priority. You were quite selfish, but that's okay. You broke my trust when you cheated, but that's a good thing, its allowed me to see you for who you really are. We...

Its odd how it feels when something is off, you can't explain it or reason with it. But it's there, it was there for me for 4009 days. Everyday i tried to reason with the inner voice, that odd little voice that kept telling me things weren't right. Marriage was meant to be a commitment to grow together to be a union of love. Mine wasn't it was filled with jealously, resentment, scorn.....my marriage became my living hell! It was all about his ego! Peoples perception of who and what he represented was more important than the ones who loved him.  I woke one day and realised he did not love me, was not capable of love that my marriage, relationship was merely words, lies and deception. I married a narcissist and he was my abuser! I met him online in 2010, I wish to this day I had never replied. What started as a "hello" turned into eleven years of narcissistic abuse, lovebombing, manipulation, controlling, gaslighting, stonewalling, brain washing, a whole lot of ...

You are just like your father and your uncle! You are a sexual deviant that manipulates and uses women. You're a pervert who lies, uses people for personal gain choosing vulnerable victims to sabotage. I was a victim of your abuse! You have  an inflated sense of importance, a deep need for excessive attention and admiration, lack of empathy for others, troubled relationships, show jealousy and resentment of others and demonstrated a level of arrogant and haughty attitudes I made the biggest mistake when I let you into my life, and a far bigger one marrying you is a decision that will haunt me forever. You tell everyone I left you but really you pushed me away with your  misogynistic  twisted behaviour. Since you are a narcissist you don't have the ability to empathise with others, you will never learn to love. Unfortunately, this affects your children,  as  a narcissist father you merely see them as a possession to use to further your own self-interests. ...