The End

I fell in love with you because you were smart, funny, definitely have good looks, and you put up with me. I realised that I risked a lot for you because I wanted to feel needed, supported, and loved. Your flaws were not wrong to me, that's what made you human.

There wasn't a day that went by when I didn't think about you, love you, want you, and needed to hear your voice. Didn't you realise that I would support you in everything, even at the risk of my own values?

This could be my last message. You were amazing for me, and I loved you so much, but i lost myself by loving you, the insecurities and overthinking ruined me. This was my fault. I accept that. But it was your actions which made me feel like this.

I struggled with happiness, because you always did and wanted things your way. I was never a priority. You were quite selfish, but that's okay. You broke my trust when you cheated, but that's a good thing, its allowed me to see you for who you really are.

We never really bonded emotionally.

Now this heartbreak will make me wiser and stronger. I know what I want and part of that is not wanting to see you. You no longer exist in my life. Just remember me as that mad woman that loved you but failed you. I don't think you were ever right for me. I am sorry for that, i am sorry for everything.

We had the best moments together, and in those moments the world did not exist because it was just you and me.
You were worth more than you ever knew. Then I became too vulnerable and you hurt me, you broke me.

I did my best to be loving and respectful, but you wanted me gone and so I have. How could we agree to be friends then two minutes later you act like i don't exist.

No, I am not angry; instead I'm grateful. I don't regret anything we did or said, and I am thankful you broke my heart because now I won't let it be broken again. You showed me new things and new life-- you changed me into something better. I hope you find peace and reconciliation for breaking me, but you had to go, and I had to let you go. It's funny because people say, "You're not right for me" when truth is it's the other way around.

I deserve better than someone who will run to another woman, at the first opportunity. I deserve someone who will always love me and fight for me no matter the circumstances. I found my peace, I'm healing, and I've moved on sooner than I thought. I only hope you find love and that you are loved.

20 Sep 2021, 20:39